Broken Hearts...
Is a heart broken forever? Most are lucky enough to be able to mend them back together.
Others however, would say that the heart has let out the hurt into their souls. When I was in 3rd grade,
the hurt just begun, I am now in 8th grade, and the hurt is consuming me. I am writing this blog to keep others from this hurt, and maybe help those who already have this hurt...
A few words of advice...
Never give up
If someone tells you not to be sad because someone else might have it worse, that is like saying not to be happy because someone else might have it better
If everyone else refuses to help... you can always show them the pain by drawing or writing or anything that you can think of
There is ALWAYS the option to end it all without trying, but at least let someone try to help first
Someone is out there to help you, you are NEVER alone, no matter how alone you may see yourself
I have cut myself before... I have thought about suicide, but I find other ways to take out the pain, only my best friend, knows of this. She is the one person I can open up to, that I can ALWAYS count on! But she might be going to live in NC forever... I am hoping the best for her, because she has cut before, her sister tried to kill herself, and she has a bad life. We give each other hope, and we agreed, if one of us dies, we do it together.
If you ever need to talk to anyone, you can always contact me and ask for advice.
If you ever need a shoulder to lean on, I will be there.
If you ever think of death, at least turn to me, I'll try to help talk you out of it, but won't force you not to.
I will make sure that people remember you if I cannot talk you out of it.
But what I am wondering is
Would YOU do the same for ME?
I don't expect many people to say: 'Yes! Of course I would!' In fact, I don't even care if you would.
Because I Refuse To Give In To Darkness
I refuse to give up
I refuse to let demons kill me
I refuse to hurt those I love
I refuse to show weakness
I refuse to hurt those I hate!
I wouldn't leave those who NEED help to fight the darkness on their own... I find joy in the happiness of others, so I help those in need, even if they are the biggest D-wad on the face of the Earth.
The only person who is really keeping you in darkness, is yourself.
Let me bring you into the light
